I Suck At Everything

I suck at everything

I’m a piece of shit

I suck at everything

I fucking quit

I suck at everything

I hate the world

I suck at everything

I’m a sissy fucking girl

I suck at everything

I suck at life, I hate you all, you make me sick

Leave this place right away, or I’ll bite off your dick

I live my days decomposing in your grandma’s cunt

If you need me to, I’d be glad to be more blunt

I suck at everything

This world is not meant for me

I suck at everything

The anger clings like shit onto me

I suck at everything

You can never understand me

I’ve fucking had it

You will die before me

I suck at life, I will no longer be made a fool

I refuse to try again, just for you to watch me lose

I carry a curse that won’t wear thin

Only your pain can make me grin

I suck at everything

I’m the brunt of your joke

I suck at everything

I’m gonna watch as you choke

I suck at everything

This is how it always will be

So fucking fed up

This is not how it should be

I tried so hard

This is why it pains me

Keep getting up

This is why it infuriates me

You knock me down again

That is why I’m angry

You never lose

That is why you’re dying

Right now, here in front of me

I hear you scream

This is so relaxing

The soothing sounds

Of your life so slowly ending

The Passing Way

Inherent to what I hate in you
The scarring sun, it has me spun

I am disgraced to what I am
And I'm disgraced at what's to come

There's no where left to run
One bullet in this gun
We beg, we cry, we scream his name
The silence never goes away

And I am disgraced by all I've done
And I'm so disgraced, that I can't turn back

I try but can't prevail, they hate me
Close minds, unopened arms surround

I can't hide

I feel disgraced, the mirror haunts
I feel disgraced, no love out there for me

We Are All Alone

We are all alone..we are all alone
This world you think you know
Keeps its curtain low
If you pretend you understand
The entity will set demands

We are all alone..we are all alone
You've never been that wise
You've never been despised
The truth that hurts so bad
Is the only medicine they had

We are all alone..

I'm a soulless drone..I'm a soulless drone
No need here for a phone
I've always been alone
If you take a peek inside
You'll see everything disliked

There is no such thing as love
No, there's no such thing as love
Heaven up above..a lie, a cover-up
The pain that heals the real
Has always been out to cheat and steal

Your destiny awaits..your destiny awaits
Have and eat your cake
Solace on the lake
The enemies of state will never unlearn their hate
 

You are all alone
I am all alone
We are all alone

Reincarnate

I am so beat to shit my 15 year old self could kick my ass
I've become so codependent if I took a shit right now I couldn't part with it
What have I become? Watch me suck my thumb
I have become the bile spill that could disgust even a roach!

No more! No more! No more! No nothing!

Hey, old self. Would it be best if I wiped your tears?
Old self! You've become everything I swore off in the beginning.
I want to slap my self to shit! I have so much more to admit!
What if I just let god sit and tell me about all I have done?

No more! No more! No more! No nothing!

Even Charlie holds a better record, if you'd seen what goes on full time you'd puke
I wasn't born, wasn't made to hold a flag in you're parade
I can't believe my kind even exist

If you saw what I see you'd jump
If you saw what I see you'd jump
It's best you all just got back to sleep, forget me

No more! No more! No more! No nothing!

Even Charlie holds a better record, if you'd seen what goes on full time you'd puke
I wasn't born, wasn't made to hold a flag in you're parade
I can't believe my kind even exist