Dan's Feelings Don't Matter

I am not meant for this world. I'm too sensitive, too emotional, and apparently to committed to the people I care about. I am also apparently helpless when it comes to caring for, committing to and loving people that obviously don't keep me high up on their list. And it seems time and time again that other people's happiness means hurt feelings and a broken heart for me. What is wrong with me? Why do I allow myself to be treated this way? It has to fucking stop.

Wake Up and Smell How Pathetic You've Been

No one will ever walk all over me again.

I've been so fucking stupid. I basically wrapped myself around her fucking finger myself. There's nothing I wouldn't of done for that girl. I was so excited to give her that stupid fucking mug. It's already sank to the status of being a meaningless fucking afterthought and it probably will never see the light of fucking day. I have become so pathetic, I've surrendered all dignity to be this girl's fucking footstool, a girl who's known for quite sometime now that she can treat me basically however she wants and that regardless, I will always come running.

Until now.

She isn't talking to me again. We said goodnight last night and apparently now, today I am no longer worthy of her time. And that's fine. I reached out a few times and she is just fucking ignoring me. The ball is in her court. I'm not gonna stress over it. Life goes on. She knows where to reach me, but I won't be holding my breath this time. She seems happier without me. It seems I may be taking my mom to go see Manson in July instead.

If that's the way she wants it, that's what she'll get. I don't want someone that doesn't want me.

Manifesto De Fuck Off Squared

Time to disappear. I fucking hate everything and everyone. Fuck you all. Eat shit and die.Time to disappear. I fucking hate everything and everyone. Fuck you all. Eat shit and die.Time to disappear. I fucking hate everything and everyone. Fuck you all. Eat shit and die.Time to disappear. I fucking hate everything and everyone. Fuck you all. Eat shit and die.Time to disappear. I fucking hate everything and everyone. Fuck you all. Eat shit and die.
Time to disappear. I fucking hate everything and everyone. Fuck you all. Eat shit and die.
Time to disappear. I fucking hate everything and everyone. Fuck you all. Eat shit and die.
Time to disappear. I fucking hate everything and everyone. Fuck you all. Eat shit and die.
Time to disappear. I fucking hate everything and everyone. Fuck you all. Eat shit and die.Time to disappear. I fucking hate everything and everyone. Fuck you all. Eat shit and die.Time to disappear. I fucking hate everything and everyone. Fuck you all. Eat shit and die.Time to disappear. I fucking hate everything and everyone. Fuck you all. Eat shit and die.Time to disappear. I fucking hate everything and everyone. Fuck you all. Eat shit and die.Time to disappear. I fucking hate everything and everyone. Fuck you all. Eat shit and die.Time to disappear. I fucking hate everything and everyone. Fuck you all. Eat shit and die.Time to disappear. I fucking hate everything and everyone. Fuck you all. Eat shit and die.
Time to disappear. I fucking hate everything and everyone. Fuck you all. Eat shit and die.
Time to disappear. I fucking hate everything and everyone. Fuck you all. Eat shit and die.
Time to disappear. I fucking hate everything and everyone. Fuck you all. Eat shit and die.
Time to disappear. I fucking hate everything and everyone. Fuck you all. Eat shit and die.Time to disappear. I fucking hate everything and everyone. Fuck you all. Eat shit and die.Time to disappear. I fucking hate everything and everyone. Fuck you all. Eat shit and die.Time to disappear. I fucking hate everything and everyone. Fuck you all. Eat shit and die.Time to disappear. I fucking hate everything and everyone. Fuck you all. Eat shit and die.Time to disappear. I fucking hate everything and everyone. Fuck you all. Eat shit and die.Time to disappear. I fucking hate everything and everyone. Fuck you all. Eat shit and die.Time to disappear. I fucking hate everything and everyone. Fuck you all. Eat shit and die.
Time to disappear. I fucking hate everything and everyone. Fuck you all. Eat shit and die.
Time to disappear. I fucking hate everything and everyone. Fuck you all. Eat shit and die.
Time to disappear. I fucking hate everything and everyone. Fuck you all. Eat shit and die.
Time to disappear. I fucking hate everything and everyone. Fuck you all. Eat shit and die.Time to disappear. I fucking hate everything and everyone. Fuck you all. Eat shit and die.Time to disappear. I fucking hate everything and everyone. Fuck you all. Eat shit and die.

Manifesto De Fuck Off

Time to disappear. I fucking hate everything and everyone. Fuck you all. Eat shit and die.

Shit-Smear

There's this feeling grown in vein behind my eyelids
It brings on a sweltering wave of pain that makes me feel blinded
And here in this crumbing shit-smear world
The tides turn only away from me..from me..from me

So alone I break!

I knew it'd go this way
I knew it'd never change
I knew you'd make sure it worked out for everybody else
Because here in this forgotten shit-smear world, I am nothing to everybody else

Pretty knives make for a pretty cut as all the teardrops just fall
I've lost the will to give a single shit, so please just fuck off
Because here in this crumbling shit-smear world
The tides turn never in favor of me..of me.. of me..

And that's the way it stays!

I knew it'd go this way
I knew it'd never change
I knew you'd make sure it worked out for everybody else
Because here in this forgotten shit-smear world, I am nothing to everybody else

Because here in this fucking shit-smear world
A curse has taken all hope away from me

I knew it'd go this way
I knew it'd never change
I knew you'd make sure it worked out for everybody else
Because here in this forgotten shit-smear world, I am nothing to everybody else

I knew it'd go this way
I knew it'd never change
I knew you'd make sure it worked out for everybody else
Because here in this forgotten shit-smear world, I am nothing to everybody else.....

Waking Up

So good to see you
I've missed you so much
So glad it's over
I've missed you so much

Came out to watch you play
Why are you running away?
Came out to watch you play
Why are you running away?

I've finally pryed open my third eye.