Thoughts, feelings, poetry, lyrics, life events, and all other things both celebratory and tragic.
Saturday, September 24, 2016
When?
Thursday, September 22, 2016
Dreams
I continue to push forward as best I can. I continue to work on school as best I can. I continue to try and move on with my life as best I can. I continue to try to distract myself as best I can.
There seems to be no cure for heartache however, and there seems to be no cure for these undying feelings of love and devotion. Everything I see reminds me of her, God I wish I didn't care anymore.
Monday, September 19, 2016
It is the only way forward.
I guess that's what I'll have to do. It is the only way forward.
Saturday, September 17, 2016
No title necessary
"Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back. And never moving forward so there'd never be a past."
Fuck you.
Monday, September 5, 2016
Heart breaking again
I wanted Jenn to have a good time at DragonCon and still do. I understand this is something she has been looking forward to for at least ten years, I knew she was meeting a friend there, that she would be busy and not really have time to talk.
But I did not see this coming. Why is she ignoring me? Why did she remove me on Facebook and block me on kik? What could I have possibly done to her now? I am 100% devoted to this girl. She is all I want. My heart is aching and I want to understand what is happening. I love her to no end and this is killing me yet again.
I am far from perfect, but I don't deserve this.