Thursday, April 23, 2015

Fecal Feelings

Fuck you, die now, scumbag shit breath
Leave me alone 'cause I'm tired of you
Get off my back, you smell of shit
You can't fire me because I QUIT
 
You do not know how I feel
You cannot fathom what I feel
Anger and intensity, a stirring pot
You are all what I am not
 
Why not die with me?
Why not die with me?
Why don't you sink with me?
 
I'm glued to your face if for all the wrong reasons
A belt from a pipe won't hold the weight
Bits of wadded tissue and flakes of shit
You can't fire me because I QUIT
 
Never told you what I want
Never told you what I got
Tell me now as I cringe and turn
Silence makes for the best of burns
 
Why not die with me?
Why not die with me?
Why don't you sink with me?


Wednesday, April 22, 2015

Senseless Weather (Inside and Out)

The soil outside is growing putrid and lies in waste
The sky above is growing dark in rings and shades of gray
The rain falls so hard outside that I cannot even think
This head of mine is such a dangerous place
 
I once knew who I was in a time so long ago
I once knew who my friends were but now I do not know
I am the CEO of a place where no one goes
I am the owner and the proprietor of this
EVER..EXPANDING..SHIT..HOLE 
 
I tried and tried to set it straight
But the harder that I try the more that negates
I tried this time to live a life of truth
And it seems this time that God burned all the clues
I tried and tried to be my best for you
The best for me, my family for your world too
I tried this time to know for sure
But the answers all remain behind several locked doors
 
The fire burnt out releasing a puff of smoke
The chimney seems clogged as I fall over and choke
Slowly, surely the air begins to clear
But still I'm all alone and worse, I'm still locked in here
 
What I would give to be somebody else
What I would give to know some other kind of stress
I am the CEO of a place where no one goes
I am the proud prisoner and proprietor of this
FUCKING..SHIT..HOLE!