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What did I do to myself? Is this really my life?

Head underwater, paddling and kicking does nothing

I kissed the good life goodbye and traded it for this

 

I'm so lonesome in spite of all that remains around

I feel like my body is buried underground

My heart just aches at the sight of what remains

How many different ways can I beg for my old life back?

Why does everyday just get harder? Who have I hurt so bad?

Full of lies, misguided, hoping and wishing for something

I kissed my mother goodbye to say hi to the devil

I'm so lonesome in spite of all that remains around

I feel like my body is buried underground

My heart just aches at the sight of what remains

How many different ways can I beg for my old life back?

Every time I wake up, open my eyes, speak a breath another piece breaks off

If I had the key to that shed...had one chance to grab that gun

One bullet to the head...peace of mind, I'm gone!!!

I'm so lonesome in spite of all that remains around

I feel like my body is buried underground

My heart just aches at the sight of what remains

How many different ways can I beg for my old life back?

J.B.

You were in my dream last night..
And I really don't know where it came from
All I know is it must mean something
Girl, you were in my dream last night

Everything about it felt so real
I can't describe the chills that it made me feel
And now I want you so bad, I'm willing to steal
Girl, you were in my dream last night

That single kiss we shared
All those years back buried in the sand
Those young feelings we had
The time we shared that I did not forget

I just can't seem to get you off my mind
To try rid myself of this desire would be a crime
I have strong desire and I want to make you mine
Girl, you were in my mother fucking dream last night!!

I know my life was meant for more than this
This nightmare needs to be destroyed and
I miss you so much I just can't ignore it and
There's a reason you were in my dream last night!!

That single kiss we shared
All those years back buried in the sand
Those young feelings we had
The time we shared that I did not forget

This feeling has to be real
I can't rid myself of all this temptation I feel
I want so bad to see your face now
Please be mine, right here, right now!

Girl, you were in my dream last night

The Passing Way

Inherent to what I hate in you
The scarring sun, it has me spun

I am disgraced to what I am
And I'm disgraced at what's to come

There's no where left to run
One bullet in this gun
We beg, we cry, we scream his name
The silence never goes away

And I am disgraced by all I've done
And I'm so disgraced, that I can't turn back

I try but can't prevail, they hate me
Close minds, unopened arms surround

I can't hide

I feel disgraced, the mirror haunts
I feel disgraced, no love out there for me