Embittered

How is it I ever gave a fuck?
Burn it all down, burn it all down now
How is it I ever opened this book?
Fuck it all up, fuck it all up now
Why would I even attempt this?
Burnt to the ground, burnt to the ground now
I can't change the ending
So I'm walking away, walking away now!

This is the track that runs out of road
This is the path where you're always alone

Spare me!
I gave it my all and--
This dream!
Is falling apart and--
My fears!
Are coming to get me--
I know!
There's no happy ending!

What the fuck was I thinking?
Erase all I've done, erase all I've done now
I know I'll never be happy
Knocked on the ground, knocked on the ground now
I live where it's always raining
Drown in these thoughts, drown in these thoughts now
There's no hope worth keeping
Thrown in the trash, just let it rot now!

This is the track that runs out of road
This is the path where you're always alone

Spare me!
I gave it my all and--
This dream!
Is falling apart and--
My fears!
Are coming to get me--
I know!
There's no happy ending!

Barren and devoid of life
Bittersweet goodbyes
God can't save me!

In a world that's filled with hatred
Inadvertently gaining momentum
This demise so undesired
Can't recall what I ever admired
How dare I have aspirations
Dare I ask to be considered
This uncomfortably comfortable darkness
Flowing tears lead me to jagged cliffs!

Let me jump, let me jump
Let me fall, let me fall
Let me go right now!

Spare me!
I gave it my all and--
This dream!
Is falling apart and--
My fears!
Are coming to get me--
I know!
There's no happy ending!

Spare me!
I gave this my all and--
My dreams!
Are falling apart and--
My worst fears!
Are coming to get me--
I know!
There's no happy ending!

Scrupulous

One more time I wither alone
These solemn groans
Of which no one knows
My will to persist is running so thin
Wave a flag, just fuckin' let me win

These cards - that I hold
Reappeared - ten fold
The sky always looks so dark from here..no

I can't go through this again
Where is the way out?
I have no will to pretend
So where's the way out?

To this day I'm still hearing those sounds
They haunt my dreams
Never let me sleep (let me sleep, let me sleep)
Feel destroyed - hopes continue to wither
Wave the flag, just fuckin' wave the flag

Forsake - such swine
They knew - the whole time
Why did I let them so close to me?
I will not let them get close to me..

I can't go through this again
Where is the way out?
I have no will to pretend
So where's the way out?

Where is the way out?
Get me the fuck out!

I can't go through this again
Where is the way out?
I have no will to pretend
There is no way out