The Pit

Holding my breath and my face is turning blue

Better to die alone than die here next to you

Vision's becoming blurred and fogged

At least I can't focus on all the bad I've done

In a world so disheveled, without a single answer

Take me back from whence I came!

I see what's not

And I know the not

Swallowed up by a lifetime of lies

Now these days I never dream

Bothered by what all this means

Addicted and yearning for all I despise

Stuck in this pit I scream and I squirm

Waiting for the gas to spark and to burn

Disillusioned and miserable, aren't we all?

Only I'm not afraid to show my feelings anymore

Throat is closing up and airway is clogged

Unable to confess to all the horrible shit I've done 

In a world so disheveled, without a single answer

Take me back from whence I came!

I see what's not

And I know the not

Swallowed up by a lifetime of lies

Now these days I never dream

Bothered by what all this means

Addicted and yearning for all I despise

Stuck in this pit I scream and I squirm

Waiting for the gas to spark and to burn

I see what's not

And I know the not

Swallowed up by a lifetime of lies

Now these days I never dream

Bothered by what all this means

Addicted and yearning for all I despise

Stuck in this pit I scream and I squirm

Waiting for the gas to spark and to burn

 

Growing Strains

A piece of the puzzle found soggy and wet
My body is lacking in iron, the world has gone black
I found my desires, or did they find me?
To find another way, a reason to stay

To just run away..
Running away just to come right back

Am I the only one?!
That can see it for all it is
With blood that's boiling, as my teeth sink in
Am I the only one?!
That sees this exhibit
For all that it is, a pile of human shit!

Am I the only one?!

Locked in my closet, are old memories
Locked in my own skull, endless disabilities
I found out my future, or did it find me?
More confusion and no reason to stay

Just to run away..
Running away just to come right back

Am I..Am I..Am I..Am I..Am I..Am I

Am I the only one?!
Who can see through the trees
With the blood that's boiling, and grinding teeth
Am I the only one?!
That sees this mess
All fucked up, just like the rest!

Running away just to run right back
Running away just to run right back
Run away! Run away! Run away! Run away!

Dream on, in your blissful sleeps
In a world of wonder awaits you there
Dream on, feed the hopes
Piled right over the reality that awaits you here

Dream on, sleep on, dream on, sleep on, dream on, sleep on,
Dream on, sleep on!!!!

Want it all to end (inspired by Maynard and my own feelings at the moment)

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