Never Again

I hate that side of myself. What was I thinking for all these years? How in the fuck was I ever able to look myself in the mirror? She is it. All I want. Now. Until the end of time. Until the Earth stops turning.

Go ahead

It's amazing how fast minds can change
It's amazing how fed up we can get
I offered my most heart-felt apologies
But now my face is turning red
You can fuck off and die now for all I fucking care

Go ahead, go ahead

I knew I had made a few mistakes, though they were minor
I went above, and beyond, girl to try and rectify it
I shared everything I had with you, never turned you away
But like a pile of batshit, you scooped me up and thew me out

Go ahead, go ahead

Now, babe I know, I know I am the bad guy
That's the nature of this game
You wait for one mistake and toss the guy away
That's okay with me now, girl, that will be just fine

Go ahead, Go ahead

Throw your tantrum, throw it hard
The only one losing this bullshit battle in the end is you

Go ahead, go ahead

I will be just fine knowing that this friendship is now dead

Anyway

I never meant to cause you any trouble
I never meant to disrespect you in anyway
I never meant to bring grief to that smile
I'd race to fix it, no matter what, in any single way

Anyway, anyway

Only want to see you smile and laugh in the same old way

Anyway, anyway

The only way to make this right is to fix it how?
I feel the animosity from across the room
I know that it's what I deserve without any question
But still, I'll say or do what I must to fix this mess in any single way

Anyway, anyway

Only want to hear that voice I'm used to in that same old way

Anyway, anyway

I feel like I've known you forever
I feel like I've known you for even longer
I feel the pain I have caused you
The only way I can mend is to help ease your pain in any single way

Anyway, anyway

It's such a shame that on this day I have allowed you to feel this way
And I will fix this fucking mess in any single way!

The end of the world

Those who loved the unclear
Learn so fast, they all got sick
This life I lead is so lonely
It keeps me stuck inside here
No one can ever love me,  pirriah