Friday, May 31, 2019

Fuckless

Yes, I'm that cunt that whines and whines
Bitches that she's fat before she even dines
Grew up sheltered by garbled nerves

Yes, I am prone to these fits of rage
Cursed before I even knew my age
Sleepless and clawing at the walls all night

I no longer give a fuck
I'm driving off the cliff
And I have no desire to say goodbye so fuck it

Yes, I'm that girl you avoid in school
And I am the result of obeying rules
And if I could do it over I'd just whine

Yes, I know there's no hope for me
And I don't care enough to beg or plead
I have no fucks left to give away

I no longer give a fuck
I'm driving off the cliff
And I have no desire to say goodbye so fuck it

I no longer give a fuck
I'm driving off the cliff
And I have no desire to say goodbye so fuck it

Fuckless

I no longer give a fuck
I'm driving off the cliff
And I have no desire to say goodbye so fuck it

I no longer give a fuck
I'm driving off the cliff
And I have no desire to say goodbye so fuck it

Fuckless

Sunday, May 5, 2019

Purge

 To all I've known
I wish you well
I've let you down
I'm off to hell
 These unseemly thoughts
That fill my head
Let's drown them out

It'll stay this way
It's not a phase
These horrid visions
So palpable

To all I've known
I curse this spell
Escape the truth..escape the noose

A tear within a box of dreams
Leads to a life so beautiful
I've kept the hope and all it means
To lead a life so wonderful
A founded wish to watch it bleed
And wash away the terrible
 It's over now
No cause to wait
Everything is now disposable 

To this whole world
I wish you well
Can't change these facts
Or un-ring this bell
 These voices now
That fill my head
Let's drown them out

It's the way it is
Please not like this
Just take me home
I wanna go

To this whole world
It's all dispelled
I'm blaming you..blame all of you

A tear within a box of dreams
Leads to a life so beautiful
I've kept the hope and all it means
To lead a life so wonderful
A founded wish to watch it bleed
And wash away the terrible
 It's over now
No cause to wait
Everything is now disposable

I wish you well..I curse this spell
I wish you well..it's all dispelled

To all I've known
I wish you well
Please never show the cards you're dealt
This world so cruel and full of spite
I've drowned it out

I've begged for change
But it's too late
I've seen what's next
So palpable

To this whole world
Just go to hell
I'm purged of you..of all of you

A tear within a box of dreams
Leads to a life so beautiful
I've kept the hope and all it means
To lead a life so wonderful
A founded wish to watch it bleed
And wash away the terrible
 It's over now
No cause to wait
Everything is now disposable

To all so cursed and disposable
Please take your leave of me

To all so cursed and disposable
Please take your leave of me

To all so cursed and disposable
Please take your leave of me

To all so cursed and disposable
Know it's not you, it's me