Goals for this coming week:
1) Apply for work (several different jobs)
2) Use rowing machine and get a real routine started
3) Continue reading "11/22/63" by Stephen King
4) Work on writing
5) Work on drawing
6) Study odds for lottery and Kentucky Derby
i have been in a serious rut for what feels like an eternity now, and my depression is worsening. As my inactivity and laziness makes me feel more and more worthless, I realize only I can change my situation. If I do just a little bit of all these things a little bit each day, and a little more and more each day as time goes on, I will feel gratified with myself, I will feel productive, and it will become normal. I must do this, and I must do it this week. And I will.
No more laying in bed all day feeling sorry for myself.