I wish I could control what I see and feel in my dreams, especially as of late being that every single night as of late my dreams have been extremely vivid and have felt extremely real. I don't know why they are so clear and memorable now, but it is causing me great pain, especially this morning.
I continue to push forward as best I can. I continue to work on school as best I can. I continue to try and move on with my life as best I can. I continue to try to distract myself as best I can.
There seems to be no cure for heartache however, and there seems to be no cure for these undying feelings of love and devotion. Everything I see reminds me of her, God I wish I didn't care anymore.
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