Goodbye

I was feeling real ill the day I took that pill
No care in the world for what would happen next
And then I fell to the ground with not a care or a sound
Just waiting for God to take me away
I've spent my whole life walking the edge of that knife
And I've decided that I don't want to stay

I don't fuckin' care any longer
I hate everyone more and more
I'm disillusioned with this whole fuckin' place

So I'm leaving planet Earth now
There are no stars in the sky now
Silent darkness becomes my savior
There's no pain left where I'm going

The pain just grows and it grows
Cannot take it, will not take it, so here I go

The tensions grow thicker as the foundation just splinters
The world remains oblivious to all my distress
I find it astounding how this migraine keeps pounding
Just another disgrace or just another strange face
In the end I'll let the chips fall where they may

All I'm after is peace of mind
All I want is what's mine
And all I know is this world's full of pain

So I'm leaving planet Earth now
There are no stars in the sky now
Silent darkness becomes my savior
There's no pain left where I'm going

The pain just grows and it grows
Cannot take it, will not take it, so here I go