The sandbox with a pale and shovel
Little children laugh and play
The jungle gym sits aside
Little children smile and play
Parents sit and watch as their offspring enjoy their bliss
Not yet aware of what awaits
The sandbox encrusted with filth
No more children sit and play
The young years turn to adolescence
Shovels and pales turn to pills and needles
Parents become self absorbed in their own shit
Not caring what is happening..or what awaits
Mom please!! I really need you!!
Dad's dead and he can't hear me!!
Grandmas gone!! She can't listen!!
Mother why don't you love me?!
You really think I deserve this?!
Open your heart!! Your son here needs you!!
You know I've always loved you!!
The punishment don't fit the crime here!!
We used to play sober games
We used to ride our bicycles
We used to play kickball
We used to climb trees and scrape our knees
We used to go trail riding just for the thrill
But now that's all gone
Those people moved on
And I feel so alone
And all I have left is the urge to die
Mom please!! I really need you!!
Dad's dead and he can't hear me!!
Grandmas gone!! She can't listen!!
Mother why don't you love me?!
You really think I deserve this?!
Open your heart!! Your son here needs you!!
You know I've always loved you!!
The punishment don't fit the crime, how could you?!
Broken swings with rusty chains to this
Blood trails in the sand as tumbleweeds blow on by
No laughter to hear way out here
This used to be my playground
Mother would watch me as a child
I was surrounded by family that said they loved me
Now all their efforts go towards avoiding me!!
It didn't have to be this way
We could of stayed a family
We could of had what so many others have and dream of
Now I am just this filthy fucking mess
I don't know if I'll ever get back to that place
The one that now seems erased
I don't know if I'll ever find what I'm hunting for
Is it time to give up and say so long to this place..?
Mom please!! I really need you!!
Dad's dead and he can't hear me!!
Grandmas gone!! She can't listen!!
Mother why don't you love me?!
You really think I deserve this?!
Open your heart!! Your son here needs you!!
You know I've always loved you!!
The punishment don't fit the crime, how could you?!
Mom please, I've had enough now!!
Dad please, save my soul now!!
Grandma WHHHHHHY can't you stop this?!?!?
I've always loved everybody!!!
I can't take this shit a minute longer!!!
People seem to laugh at all my misery!!!
Finding my torment quite amusing!!!
Where the fuuuuuck did I go so wrong?!
...whimpers...
..Everyone who loves me dies..
..Everyone who's encouraged me has died..
..I think I'm ready to meet them on the other side..
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