Forlorn

There's too much of nothing
So forlorn remains the space inside of my heart
That I keep in hopes that this won't remain such a lonely place

I can't stay
I have no reason left to stay here
There's no one left that sees any value left in me

I wake up with this face
And this mood can and will only make it harder
To smile, to go on, be nice and bring people into my space

I don't know
Why it always has to be this way
There's no hope left that things will ever, ever change

Goodbye
To the friends I will never make
Goodbye
To the loves that left me astray
Goodbye
To the friends who went away
Goodbye
To the loves I left in the rain

The sky falls on this place
As I stand alone in complete disgrace
Wipe clean and pat dry--I wish I could get another try

With this brain
I can't see how the old me won't be mourned
It seems now that place inside me will always be forlorn

Goodbye
To the friends I will never make
Goodbye
To the loves that left me astray
Goodbye
To the friends who went away
Goodbye
To the loves I left in the rain