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Sunday, February 1, 2015
I am going to die alone
I am such a fuck up. I am such a stain. All I do is cry like a little girl. I am a master of ruining important moments. I chase everyone who loves me away. I'll never be happy. I never think before I say or do anything. All I want to do is find a gas stove, blow out the flame, turn up the gas and light a match. These tears are falling so hard and fast I think the computer might short out. I don't want to be alone right now; I wish she were here to hold me. I can't even read what I'm typing anymore. I wish she would call or knock on the door.
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You are not going to die alone. you are not a fuck up or a stain. Please don't hurt yourself. I love you so much. And I did call; you said you had to go.
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