Chicanery

My decision to acknowledge
I broke a promise to myself
I'm in heaven, I am hell-bound
I'm the nasty taste stuck in your mouth

I never meant to go there
I never planned to slumber
I knew it'd be over in time

Then the fat lady died!

Please just piss on me
It's never too early to try again
Please just piss on me
It's always so soothing

Because loving leads to other things
And other things lead to crazy things
And crazy things lead to shitty things
And all that's shitty rests inside me

My decision to relinquish
And accept all impermanence
Intoxication from the prison
With walls reaching far and wide

I never meant to go there
I never planned to slumber
I never wanted to stay inside

I take it all in
I accept what is
And then watch as my heart just cries!

Please just piss on me
It's never too early to try again
Please just piss on me
It's always been so soothing . . . .