Begging In The Street

I am naked in the bloody pool

I am dirty in the street

I am hungry and so thirsty

Crying and so very lonely

I have found my mother's doorstep

Begging pretty, pretty please

I want so much what no one will give me

Slame the door in my musky face

This is not what I fuckin' planned for

Bring me back to the drawing board

This is not what I planned to happen

Lay down to die on my mother's floor

I am left for dead begging, dying in the street

Surrounded my the very dirt I swore to never meet

I am left for dead begging, dying in the street

Let everyone down, giving in, admitting my own defeat

Everyone good and bad I've ever known

Turned their back on me in a fit of disgust

Good for them if I do say so myself

For I know I would of done the same

All out of chances, the game is over now

Let me spin the wheel just one more time

Nothing to win, nothing left to lose

Fell through the fox hole all over again

This is not what I fuckin' planned for

Help come out of this a fuckin' champ

This is not what I fuckin' planned to happen

No genie swimmin' out of my rusty lamp

I am left for dead begging, dying in the street

Surrounded my the very dirt I swore to never meet

I am left for dead begging, dying in the street

Let everyone down, giving in, admitting my own defeat

All alone - it hurts so much

Hated - despised - it hurts so much

Ignored - it hurts so much

All alone - it hurts so much

My life hurts me so much