I've been sitting in my dark and dreary room all day listening to "Narcissistic Cannibal" over and over probably close to 60 times, while contemplating my pathetic little microcosm that I incidentally fashioned for myself, and this lyrical tangent came out of my head: Enjoy.. or don't..
Don't want to live this life alone - Don't want to become a sad and soulless drone
I want to look back and just fucking laugh - Never have to relive this gargantuan fucking mess
I knew the whole time I was straying from the path - Fucked around and allowed my time to pass
Now all I have is this basket of regret...
The clouds that formed - Followed my course
This scenery reminds me of all that's been left behind
I have tried to push on through - And all I've got is all I've proved
Burdening me until the end of this life
I'm the pessimist that you all have locked away - Accidentally over extended my stay
No one gives a fuck if I live or die - It's like a high to sit in the dark and cry
I've surrendered all my bridges and levees - Allowed myself to give up on me
Now I play chess with a demon I haven't met...
The clouds that formed - Followed my course
This scenery reminds me of all that's been left behind
I have tried to push on through - And all I've got is all I've proved
Burdening me until the end of this life
Paint me a picture I can never even fathom - Thinking there's an option when in fact there isn't one
Growing old in the darkness I create - Dreary thoughts bringing on even gloomier days
What I would give for the love of a mother - What I'd do to talk once more to my father
The ending is nearing - my time disappearing
All I know how to do is act in wrath...
In a confusing world whose logic I couldn't grasp...
Now all I have is this basket of regret... (3x)
I'll never be what I wanted to be...
Allowing the demons to have the best of me!
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